29 September 2009

this whole world inside my hands:)

tinggal sebulan lagi menuju pergerakan usia saya. Dan masalah klasik yang selalu menghantui kembali datang.

kapan nikah?
will i?

sampai sekarang pun saya masih belum bisa menemukan jawabannya.
mungkin ini bukan lagi masalah hati dan perasaan. Tapi ini adalah masalah jalan hidup yang saya pilih.
and now i have to eliminate my ego and start to think a
bout all the people aroud me, who love me unconditionally, who always be there when im restless, who always gave me all the best they can do.. orang-orang yang saya kasihi sepenuh hati.. my beloved family
walau saya yakin mereka selalu menginginkan yang terbaik untuk saya, tapi tak pernah sedetikpun saya berhenti berfikir untuk membahagiakan mereka.

mungkin ini sudah saatnya saya memilih, antara ego dan keluarga.
semoga ini jadi yang
terbaik


















You might fall
You might send
this whole world inside your hands
You might kill

You will fight
but in the end theres only us

Junkie XL - yesterdays

an old fascination is feeding my frustration

It's been 7 hours long
And your shadow still hangs on
You've been 2 weeks gone
And so tonight I followed you home

There are so many different ways of collecting all the strays
The ones that get away

Old fascinations
We crave new sensations
Old fascination is feeding my frustration
It's feeding my frustrations
And I haven't got the patience

These sheets are still warm
This bed is our only home
We make arrangements over the phone
Where has all the conversation gone?

Frustrations
Sensations
And fascinations
And fascinations


La Roux - Fascination

Oh baby, your time is running out !



Been there done that messed around,

I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.
I won't let you in again,
The messages I've tried to send,

My information's just not going in.

Burning bridges shore to shore,
I'll break away from something more
I'm not to not to love
until it's cheap.
Been there done that messed around

I'm having fun don't put me down,
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof,
This time baby I'll be bulletproof.

I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
To walk away from something
when it's dead.
Do do do your dirty words

Come out to play when you are heard

There's certain things
that should be left unsaid.

Tick tick tick tick on the watch
And life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out.
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do
is fill me up with doubt..


La Roux - Bulletproof

23 September 2009

"Unison"

One hand allows the other
So much and me

Born stubborn me
Will always be
Before you count
One two three
I will have grown my own private branch
Of this tree

You gardener
You discipliner
Domestically
I can obey all of your rules
And still be, be

I never thought I would compromise
I never thought I would compromise
I never thought I would compromise

Let's unite tonight
We shouldn't fight
Embrace you tight
Let's unite tonight

I thrive best hermit style
With a beard and a pipe
And a parrot on each side
But now I can't do this without you

One hand allows the other
So much and me